I can't sleep~

When I started this blog, I meant to write only positive things with the hopes that if there's anyone who would read my entries by any chance would be cheered up.

But this is one of those times where I'm the need to be cheered up.

I can't sleep because I'm too nervous to face my first day on industrial training this Monday.

Haha... I know that doesn't sound wise.

But it's me... I'm always lack of confidence, then decided to depend to my peers and at the end of the day, I'd be thinking whether it could have been better if I'd believed more in myself. By that time I knew that I would have done better.

I know that, and still there's no confidence. Well, there were some events in my life that made me feel like I'm not good enough.

I'm probably just afraid of others' expectations.

Maybe, just maybe, I really care about what people think about me.

Really, what is it that I'm scared of actually?

I'm sleepy, and I should sleep... but I can't.

Tomorrow morning, I'm sure I'd be scolding myself
- "Even if you thought that you can't sleep, should have just lay down and close your eyes!"


Now Wawa, go to sleep already!


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Wawa