Learnt my lesson

I just learned a great deal.

Few days ago I'd just sort of confirmed with myself on my obsessive behaviour which cause me to procrastinate my work because I'm looking for perfection.

Today I learned another thing.

Shouldn't pick on topic that I REALLLLLLLLYY love for any assignments because it'd trigger my obsessive part and the tendency to go for perfection getting bigger and bigger.

That may sounds like an excuse for my unfinished task, yet I've been pondering on why I still couldn't finish on it. Laziness maybe a reason why, but looking back, it's not like I haven't done anything this past few days. I spent too much time on reading, I guess, while the information that I have in my hand currently may be more than enough already.


So Wawa... keep that in mind. Try to be adequate.


(^.^)W

Obsessive-compulsive Personality Disorder

I think I have OCPD. The thing is, I don't even consider it as a problem. In fact, I insist on being like this.

Sure enough, being stubborn & inflexible are one of the symptoms.


Then again, over the years, probably through what I've been through this life and also being aware that I have such characteristics, I learn to be adaptable to others.

So I don't think that this is a bad thing.


(^.^)W

久しぶりに一人での外食

毎日学校の食堂でマイサラーちゃんと朝食や昼食をとるから今日はたま～にあのこと別々で登校して一人での朝飯。


意外と違和感がないの～



やだ～こんなに一人ぼっち生活に慣れてるなんて・・・



私はさびしい女だと自分がそう思いたくないの～




っていうか、さびしくないの。




まぁ・・・　ちょっと気分がよかったかも。
「一人でもいいじゃん？」と思うぐらいかも。


いや・・・　うちの家族このようなことを聞いたら多分泣くと思います。


自分、がんばれ～


(^.^)W