I can't sleep~

When I started this blog, I meant to write only positive things with the hopes that if there's anyone who would read my entries by any chance would be cheered up.

But this is one of those times where I'm the need to be cheered up.

I can't sleep because I'm too nervous to face my first day on industrial training this Monday.

Haha... I know that doesn't sound wise.

But it's me... I'm always lack of confidence, then decided to depend to my peers and at the end of the day, I'd be thinking whether it could have been better if I'd believed more in myself. By that time I knew that I would have done better.

I know that, and still there's no confidence. Well, there were some events in my life that made me feel like I'm not good enough.

I'm probably just afraid of others' expectations.

Maybe, just maybe, I really care about what people think about me.

Really, what is it that I'm scared of actually?

I'm sleepy, and I should sleep... but I can't.

Tomorrow morning, I'm sure I'd be scolding myself
- "Even if you thought that you can't sleep, should have just lay down and close your eyes!"


Now Wawa, go to sleep already!


(^.^)W
Wawa

Bersabarlah sahabat sekelian~

image from toonart

I don't know who Mohd Saiful Izan is.

All that I know is that one day I check my facebook page and I saw a few friends joined a group mentioning about him talking bad about my beloved university.

Since I'm not up-to-date on this matter, I tried to search about it. All that came up is list of blogs and comments bashing him for his actions, with quite a 'brilliant' expressions tagging along with them.

If I may, this is my humble opinion..

Semua orang marah sebab insan tu mengutuk, tapi berapa ramai sebenarnya yang ambil peduli kenapa dia keluarkan statement tu.. Nampak gaya macam sebelum tu ada cerita lain yang dipanjangkan sampai keluar statement tu.

Not that I'm saying what he wrote is acceptable. It's just that I'd like to know what made him did so.

Another thing...

Walau macam mana marah sekali pun kita pada insan tu, tak perlu la kita pun keluarkan kata-kata kesat yang meletakkan tindakan kita setaraf atau pun lebih rendah daripada tindakan dia. Just don't be too extreme.

Dia sendiri dah minta maaf atas tindakan dia. Dia pun baru tersedar dia terbuat silap.

Everybody deserves a chance.


Not that I'm not mad. Saya pun UiTM di hatiku juga. Dengan kata lain lebih kurang sama la macam dia mengatakan saya produk sampah. But it's not worth to dedicate all my intellects and time towards expressing what I feel towards him. He just not worth it. I'd rather spend all those on other things.


So, cheer up. His statement doesn't prove anything except for his foolishness.

Of course, there are also a number of wise guys who managed to point out their view intellectually. Since I'm not good in expressing myself, I do envy them.

I wrote this entry just because I don't like seeing hatred floating around. This world needs extra love~ hahahaha (^▽^;)


(^.^)W
Wawa

Today's lunch..

Since there's no one else at home, I can spend all the precious time I want at the kitchen.


It may not look that tasty, but actually taste quite good for me.


Now, what should I have for dinner~


(^.^)W
Wawa