.: My.Days :.

Ace of Diamond~

2011-06-23T14:14:00.002+08:00

Finally, managed to catch up till vol 26. As much as I like Miyuki, I can't help being excited towards the end where the 三年生ら make their appearance.

やっぱり、結城キャプテンがカッコイイ～

I made a mistake when I sorted my brother's manga-s to sell. I missed a volume of Conan. (TωT).. I shouldn't be complaining though.. 無料でもらったくせに　(^_^;)

It's been half a year since my last entry and all that I could talk about was just about manga.. hahaha

(^.^)W
Wawa

Another thought that you may not want to bother...

2010-12-13T13:29:00.001+08:00

I don't who should I credit for this picture.. found it from Google Image

I really hate hypocrisy -> to the point that I have to check in the dictionary for the right spelling :P

There are some blogs that I follow and the reason that I follow them would be because:

- they have informative entries
- the entries are full of love, hope and gratitude
- those are my friends' blogs

Recently, I was introduced to this entry that claimed positivity value. To be honest, I don't see any positivity but sarcasm in it. I took a little effort in browsing a few more entries in the blog. After a few entries, I decided to bid farewell to that blog.

Why?

Because I don't see any honesty in it. People may say that I'm jealous of such peaceful mind of the writer, but it's not. All that I see is a person who tried her best (blah, now you that the person is a she) to show that she is living in a blissful happiness. Reading her entries leave me with -ve aura..

We don't have to try to show that we are in happiness.
If we are happy people can see it right away.

And let's not pitying people just because we think we are happy...
Hmm... what I actually meant is, let's not think that we are better than others.

So, since I don't feel like I'm going to ever like the blog, I said goodbye. Therefore to all my friends, if you ever bump into anything that makes you unhappy, uncomfortable, un-(insert anything that you think appropriate in here) AND you have the power to not be anywhere near that thing again, just bid your farewell and walk away.

I'm not going to ask people to be positive. I'd just ask you to be happy, as long as you don't bring misfortune to others. (^.^)

And you are free to hate, just don't let it spread.

And I'm glad that not many people read my blog. Not much harm can be done then.

(^.^)W
Wawa

peace to the world

2010-11-29T13:46:00.001+08:00

Been browsing http://www.loonwatch.com ...

Iit's amusing to find out that...

...

Stupid people are just helplessly stupid.

Or should I say.. that's why we should always pray to be blessed with 'hidayah'. How can they still denying the obvious when all the data had been presented right in front of their eyes?

Of course, there's another amusing thing.

Why in the rainbow should a non-Muslim tempted to rule out the wrong teachings in Islam when (s)he doesn't know anything about it?

What makes them, who just read the translation of Quran for a limited period (maybe a day, or a month, perhaps a little bit longer?) believe that they understand more than us who learned it from we're just so little and still are learning about it every now and then?

I don't blame people for not understanding the beauty of Islam. It may take time for them to understand that we embrace this religion through our life. Islam itself defines our way of life, which reflects on how we make our decision, what do we eat, every other thing that you can ever think… therefore, we Muslims obeying this thing that we call as rules. I understand how these rules may seem unacceptable to some people since they’re used to a life that is so ‘free’.

What makes me mad is the fact that these people who don’t understand about Islam but then they go around leaving comments and posts on how bad we are.

It’s like having someone who always sleep in your class who managed to catch only a line or two of the lectures of the day who later go around teaching other students on what had been learned that day without referring to the textbook closely.

Haha, bad analogy, I know :P

And please, stop talking about jihad as if you know what it is about.

Stop the hate. We are all living in the same world. Peace.

(^.^)W

Wawa

Mottainai~

2010-09-06T17:25:00.001+08:00

When my friends found out that I decided to further my study in Mathematics, they said: "Mottainai na.. system engineering suits you better.

Of course, those who knows me well would know that math always comes before programming for me. And I still haven't abandon programming. My love for these two fields almost equal. Math wins just by a few points.

Regardless, I'm seeing my future as a programmer. When I think back of my math knowledge n skills.. "Mottainaina~"

So if there's any suggestion on job that may combine both of these fields, or job that focus on mathematical skills excluding teaching, please do tell me.

(^.^)W
Wawa

Lalalala~

2010-08-15T21:48:00.001+08:00

I'm not a tetsu, but I think I enjoy my ride in train as long as it's packed like a canned sardin.

Just now I found a new way to enjoy my ride in lrt - listen to Choo Choo Train.

No, really.. not kidding here.

(^.^)W
Wawa

Wawa wa...

2010-08-02T13:28:00.001+08:00

Kane ga nakute, hiru meshi wa pan ni shita. Hokano minna wa - Wawa wa ookikute yokatta ne~ (Tabenakutemo heiki kara)

.....

Ganbarou, wawa

(^.^)W
Wawa

I can't sleep~

2010-07-04T02:07:00.001+08:00

When I started this blog, I meant to write only positive things with the hopes that if there's anyone who would read my entries by any chance would be cheered up.

But this is one of those times where I'm the need to be cheered up.

I can't sleep because I'm too nervous to face my first day on industrial training this Monday.

Haha... I know that doesn't sound wise.

But it's me... I'm always lack of confidence, then decided to depend to my peers and at the end of the day, I'd be thinking whether it could have been better if I'd believed more in myself. By that time I knew that I would have done better.

I know that, and still there's no confidence. Well, there were some events in my life that made me feel like I'm not good enough.

I'm probably just afraid of others' expectations.

Maybe, just maybe, I really care about what people think about me.

Really, what is it that I'm scared of actually?

I'm sleepy, and I should sleep... but I can't.

Tomorrow morning, I'm sure I'd be scolding myself
- "Even if you thought that you can't sleep, should have just lay down and close your eyes!"

Now Wawa, go to sleep already!

(^.^)W
Wawa

Bersabarlah sahabat sekelian~

2010-06-24T08:28:00.004+08:00

image from toonart

I don't know who Mohd Saiful Izan is.

All that I know is that one day I check my facebook page and I saw a few friends joined a group mentioning about him talking bad about my beloved university.

Since I'm not up-to-date on this matter, I tried to search about it. All that came up is list of blogs and comments bashing him for his actions, with quite a 'brilliant' expressions tagging along with them.

If I may, this is my humble opinion..

Semua orang marah sebab insan tu mengutuk, tapi berapa ramai sebenarnya yang ambil peduli kenapa dia keluarkan statement tu.. Nampak gaya macam sebelum tu ada cerita lain yang dipanjangkan sampai keluar statement tu.

Not that I'm saying what he wrote is acceptable. It's just that I'd like to know what made him did so.

Another thing...

Walau macam mana marah sekali pun kita pada insan tu, tak perlu la kita pun keluarkan kata-kata kesat yang meletakkan tindakan kita setaraf atau pun lebih rendah daripada tindakan dia. Just don't be too extreme.

Dia sendiri dah minta maaf atas tindakan dia. Dia pun baru tersedar dia terbuat silap.

Everybody deserves a chance.

Not that I'm not mad. Saya pun UiTM di hatiku juga. Dengan kata lain lebih kurang sama la macam dia mengatakan saya produk sampah. But it's not worth to dedicate all my intellects and time towards expressing what I feel towards him. He just not worth it. I'd rather spend all those on other things.

So, cheer up. His statement doesn't prove anything except for his foolishness.

Of course, there are also a number of wise guys who managed to point out their view intellectually. Since I'm not good in expressing myself, I do envy them.

I wrote this entry just because I don't like seeing hatred floating around. This world needs extra love~ hahahaha (^▽^;)

(^.^)W
Wawa

Today's lunch..

2010-05-12T17:34:00.001+08:00

Since there's no one else at home, I can spend all the precious time I want at the kitchen.

It may not look that tasty, but actually taste quite good for me.

Now, what should I have for dinner~

(^.^)W
Wawa

Done

2010-05-04T21:10:00.000+08:00

Finished my last paper today.

As a reward for my 'hardwork'
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... Maggi

(^.^)W
Wawa

kuri-chan~

2010-03-21T09:48:00.004+08:00

... One of things that I love to do is typing.

I really like the sound of the tapping on the keyboard, especially the one with the good rhythm. I guess that's one of the reason why I like the drama Bloody Monday? (If you know me well enough, you'd know that's not the main reason (^_^;) )

I hate writing reports though, since I'm not good with words. I mean words, not Microsoft Office Word.

I guess it started when I was in Japan. It was quite a shock to me to see how good people around me with their typing. And I was really with no typing skill back then. Everyone else can just type even while chatting - that was a new thing for me.

Since computer skills is all I have (that was what I believed back then) so I was determined to be just as good as everyone else, I practiced really hard and I guess now I'm quite good myself. Surely there are more people who are better than me, but at this age I'm willing to accept the way I am. I learned when to stop pushing myself too hard. But never give up easily. These two are different things, I believe.

So actually, I don't really like it when my peers commented things like "It's okay with you since you're good with it" or "I'm not as good as you are" or "You're just better than us".

Stop making it sounds like any skills can be gained overnight. Maybe some people are gifted, but you can learn them too. At the end of the day, probably gifted people will always be better than you but there's no need to be always at the top. Isn't being good is good enough?

So in short, stop complaining on your weakness. Instead, try to find something that you can be good at.

Somehow, that doesn't sound like what I meant to write earlier. (^o^;)

Pic - the keyboard of my dearest kuri-chan

(^.^)W
Wawa

Just act..

2010-03-07T00:27:00.001+08:00

There are few times where I feel like being stranded in a corner, not knowing what should I do to overcome my problem.

At such times, I always need to remind myself..

Rather than feel troubled, just start to act on something - anything'd be fine. Then the solution would slowly appear.

"I don't know how-" .. These words irritate me. It just shows how much a person has no will to learn.

Off to sleep now.

Oyasumi~

Pic - my dinner for last night. lalalalala~

(^.^)W
Wawa

Another pink item...

2010-02-20T23:41:00.004+08:00

My favourite colour is red, not pink.

Somehow, most of people around me tend to misunderstand about this.
So, hereby, I announce once again...

I like red.

But sometime red makes thing stand out too much that it opposes with my character. I'm the kind who like to blend into my surrounding, so during those times, I chose things with colour that is not as bright as red yet from the same base. That's when I chose pink.

And of course, sometime things in pink are much acceptable than when they are in red. And most of the time, there are things in pink that are not available in red.

That's how I'm surrounded with pink.

There are times where I'd choose darker colours too, such as brown and maroon.

But yes, it's red over pink.

(Looking around - pink beg, pink phone, pink pencil, pink mp3 player, pink iron, pink files, another pink bag, pink carpet, pink pink pink.....)

Yes, definitely red over pink.

(Trying hard to find red possessions - aha, red mousepad! Oh, there's a red cushion too..)

Pic - pink tumbler + pink bag + pink pillow...
Did I mention that pink is not my fav colour?

(^.^)W
Wawa

I found...

2010-02-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

...Samurai Mochizuki Koutarou's sword~!

I played with it for a while before my brother asked me to stop.

Apparently, I was disturbing him.
He need to finish his school work.

If you don't understand what I was babbling about...
then, just go and watch Samurai High School first.

But if you'd really go to that extend just to get the essence of this nonsense never ending blablabla from me...
then, you must some how have a bit interest in me, eh?

Then, why don't you help me finding a good place for my internship instead?

Hahahahaha...

I'm such a genius at ~~talking~~ writing nonsense. This is not good for health.

I guess it's time for another cup of coffee.

(^.^)W
Wawa

Young lady or old woman?

2010-02-10T18:21:00.000+08:00

So many reds today that I feel a bit weird.

Aa~ is it because Chinese New Year is approaching?

(^.^)W
Wawa

Finally..

2010-01-25T23:33:00.001+08:00

.. finished reading this. This is the first book which is not written by Ekuni Kaori that I read. Not that I've read that much though.

Kira Kira Hikaru is still my favourite.

I still haven't finish Holy Garden yet but I think I'm going to read Reisei to Jounetsu.. (Rosso) first.

Is there any other recommendation on Japanese novel? It's not like my Japanese is good enough to read on the much complicated one though. Muahahaha..

(^.^)W
Wawa

Coffee talk

2010-01-15T21:35:00.001+08:00

Usually I drink coffee just because I like it.

But if you caught me drinking it non stop, probably because I'm not in the or I'm feeling gloomy.

This is my 3rd cup.

Tomorrow should always be better...

(^.^)W
Wawa

Should be studying..

2009-11-11T17:04:00.001+08:00

... but kept playing with this instead.

The lamp in my room has to be changed.

Lately I don't feel like normal.

What's this?

Mood swing?

Somehow my head can't think straight.
Feels somehow cloudy.

But have to fight such feeling anyway.

Norikoete miseru.

Ganbarou, wawa.

(^.^)W
Wawa

Age gap..

2009-11-04T18:49:00.001+08:00

There were times, especially after I returned from Japan where I was told that I looked much more mature than my real age. Simply said, I looked older.

That's why I don't really mind to be referred as old lady, even though I stil act like a kid.

Not long time ago, I was told that I don't look like 27, even though I do look older than others. Probably the person said so because she doesn't really have anyone around my age among her circle of friends, so she can't really tell how 27 y.o. look like. That's just my guess anyway.

But today..

"Are you both above 18 years old?"

My friend had to ask her to repeat that question in disbelief.

Giga shock!

I just can't get used to you-look-younger comments.

Am I that immature?

(^.^)W
Wawa

Not good with this thing

2009-11-01T23:13:00.000+08:00

I'm really weak at memorizing things.

That's why I always make colourful notes.

But even so..

Ack, I have to stop writing now. Suddenly got headache.

(^.^)W
Wawa

True companion

2009-10-29T23:33:00.001+08:00

Always be there, keeping me company.

Especially on days like these.. when I need support to lift up my fighting spirit.

Never let me down...

.. my cup of coffee.

(^.^)W
Wawa

mezamero!

2009-10-27T15:25:00.001+08:00

I still remember about my first haiku when we learned about it back then.

okoru toki
hito wo koroshite
hotto suru

.. which literally means

when you're angry
just kill someone
you'd feel relief

And then some of the teachers came to me, asking whether there's anything I'd like to discuss about.

Senseigata, shinpai sasete sumimasen deshita.

I was disappointed at someone back then. That was how I ended up writing such a haiku.

The one in the pic was written last night, when I was feeling down and felt like at loss in the midst of study.

Ah, I have to express my gratitude to a friend. Her words made me feels much more better now.

Or rather..

Why am I posting this from a mobile phone when I am already sitting in front of kuri-chan (my laptop)?

May today be another good day..

(^.^)W
Wawa

Lying in my room

2009-10-26T15:13:00.001+08:00

I'm supposed to study for final exam.

Having always been told "You may want to work on some more if you want to get an A..."

This time I was told, "You have to give it all if you want to pass this paper."

Really ruin my mood. Don't feel like studying at all.

At such times like this I would always try to relax my mind. Even my shoulders are stiff.

Then, got a msg from mom. I sent her a pic msg yesterday.

"Cute."

Now I feel a bit better.

Thanks, mak.

(^.^)W
Wawa

Eating out

2009-10-23T21:53:00.001+08:00

With friends.

I really eat a lot.

It's really good to hang around with friends.

Let's do this again next time.

(^.^)W
Wawa

Monday~

2009-10-19T12:33:00.001+08:00

it's monday.

Even though I have a test today, the one thing that I kept thinking of is..

What do I cook for my friends today?

I guess it's a woman instinct to feed those that she cared.

But above all, I guess I have to fix my indecisive habit.

(^.^)W
Wawa

Shooting

2009-10-17T10:46:00.001+08:00

We are filming a skit for japanese language project. The location is Taman Pertanian Malaysia. Let's enjoy~

(^.^)W
Wawa

supposedly a happy event

2009-10-09T02:37:00.001+08:00

... but I can't celebrate.

I feel bad that I can't be there for my mother.

I'm bad with words so I don't know what should I say to comfort her.

(^.^)W
Wawa

Majlis Anugerah Dekan

2009-10-08T14:18:00.001+08:00

at Concorde Hotel.

keep on smiling

2009-09-12T10:36:00.000+08:00

lately there are a few things that i'm trying to do regularly every day. sort of like, rules that i tried to follow.

1. keep on smiling
(this is the hardest thing to do)

2. tidy up my place directly after get home.
(I tend to sit before my laptop right away. Of course i always try to get everything in its place before i leave too) 
yume wa ookiku.. ne~

(^.^)W
Wawa

thanks~

2009-08-16T20:36:00.001+08:00

This is the birthday present from my brother.

I picked it and he paid it.

It feels like I understand now why girls love shopping.

In my case.. New item gives me a refreshing feel.

I'm not that low spirited on facing another tiring day tomorrow.

(^.^)W
Wawa

Aa~

2009-08-14T16:57:00.001+08:00

It's August already.

Or rather, it's past my birthday already.

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I'm 27 already.

I'm grateful to be blessed with great friends and my family.

Thanks everyone.

(^.^)W
Wawa

Day 2

2009-07-25T20:54:00.001+08:00

Unexpectedly fun.

Very tiring though.

Most likely won't get any sleep tonight.

Let's work hard tonight too.

(^.^)W
Wawa

Departure

2009-07-24T17:54:00.001+08:00

Starting from today till Sunday morning I'll be at Kem Lembah Genting. Hope everything will go smoothly.

A bit worried though.

Wonder what kind of challenge is waiting for me.

(^.^)W
Wawa

In class..

2009-07-22T12:33:00.001+08:00

Lack of motivation to study today.

Supposedly to attend meeting at 5 today but planned to skip it with another friend.

Just can't wait for this day to be over.

(^.^)W
Wawa

Somehow...

2009-07-19T20:36:00.003+08:00

I was told to enter this IQ challenge thing in my fac yesterday. Of course, I was being hesitant about it, yet as it supposed to be and IQ challenge, which is one of my fav thing so I decided to go with it.

It was really frustrating that it turned out it was just another trivia quiz, which was something that's not in my list. I thought of giving up at first, but my pride took over me.

本気出しちゃった。

I must say though, that towards the end I used my logic to answer the questions.

So maybe I'd just forget about being fooled with 'iq challenge' thing.

After all, I won.

It felt quite good to win too.

(^.^)W
Wawa

Hectic

2009-07-15T15:55:00.002+08:00

Huhuhu..

Today class starts at 12.30 pm. I thought that I could have a good rest in the morning.
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Suddenly various task flowed in.

And having toothache doesn't help much too.

I couldn't do anything last night because of the pain.

Anyway, I drew that pic during the last hour of class yesterday.

Needed to distract myself away from boredom and pain. Hehehe...

(^.^)W
Wawa

Re-union

2009-07-12T10:11:00.002+08:00

After watching the Japanese drama, Rookies, suddenly I felt nostalgic and reminded to my softball days.

Even Naoki-captain's face floated around in my head, though I can't really remember how did he look like. (Captain, gomennasai).

Then, I reminded to my another friend, whom are quite close to me back on school days.

Wait...

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.
.

Then, I remembered.

"I have her number."

Another ex-schoolmate gave it to me days before.

And I took the courage to message her. I seldom do that.
I am the passive type, who always on the waiting side.

No reply.

Oh.

Maybe I got it wrong.

Then a message came in.

It was her.

Waaaa~ so nostalgic.

Let's keep in touch from now on.

Friends forever, right?

Like I told her, I always reminded of her whenever her birthday come.

Let's keep on being friends.

(^.^)W
Wawa

A new start ... again?

2009-07-11T11:04:00.001+08:00

I'm happy with livejournal, but the thing is that my friends are not livejournal users so they always have to leave comments as anonymous.

I guess, that just bothered them (and me as well). So I decided to move to other blog host.

Livejournal account will keep on going, though. I'll use them to fangirl to all my heart contents. :p

I'm still pondering on to choose between blogger and wordpress. Having too many options can be bothersome sometimes.

While I can easily blog from my phone through blogger, I still think wordpress is some kind of neat. But then again, blogger is much simpler.
I guess I just have to try for a while before deciding which that I prefer.

Maybe wordpress has the same feature, which if it does, still is unknown to me.

Still...

It's quite lonely not to get any comments for your blog entries.

Well...

Guess I just have to keep on writing for myself.

(^.^)W
Wawa